I just want this year to be over
Monday, 15 December 2014 21:19![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
catandmouse10 So my Aunt Heather passed away at 1:12 pm this afternoon. She was 47 years old. She had just been diagnosed with cancer in October and it only took two months to kill her. I am shocked she is gone, but it feels weird saying she is gone, like a part of me doesn't want to believe she is gone. It will sink in eventually and that's when things will probably be harder for me. I feel bad I haven't cried yet, but I blame that on the shock. I mean I just lost my grandpa six months ago. Now it is time to get out my funeral dress again.
And don't worry Aunt Heather. I will keep those promises I made to you last month.
As for writing, I am trying to write, but I can't piece together a good story. It might be the stress. I am guessing it is. I am gonna try because I want to write. I want to get all of this emotion out of me. Maybe I just need to brainstorm.
TCM's year end tribute video always makes me sad.
And don't worry Aunt Heather. I will keep those promises I made to you last month.
As for writing, I am trying to write, but I can't piece together a good story. It might be the stress. I am guessing it is. I am gonna try because I want to write. I want to get all of this emotion out of me. Maybe I just need to brainstorm.
TCM's year end tribute video always makes me sad.
