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 I was out running errands with my aunt, grandmother, and cousin for like four hours. Getting all the loose ends tied up before the wedding. Glad we didn't have to help with the seating chart though, that would have been a pain in my ass. And people wonder why I don't want to get married?

I made a new Captain Hill fanmix. Listen to it here.

I am working on a Captain Hill story right now. It's not one of the wedding ones, but it is still a Captain Hill story. I also have a Jemma and Clint wedding story in mind. They need a ship name. I also think I need to redo the fanmix I did for them.

 I had to write out a few thank you cards today. Not only is my hand writing awful, but the messages I wrote felt impersonal. I really hope I don't have to do this again for a long time. I have always kind of sucked at writing out thank you cards anyway.

So, I have a Clint Barton muse. Who knew? And this new muse has been bugging me a lot lately. I have a feeling I will be writing a Clint story in the near future or tonight. I have been kind of slacking in my fanfic writing and I feel bad about it.

I found this cool video on youtube last night while I was watching Avengers crack videos. And if you are looking for a good pick me up then you should watch the Avengers crack videos. They are pretty funny. However, this is not a crack video.

 Can you believe it is July already? I can't! June just flew by. I have a lot of stuff going on thins month. The biggest thing though is my aunt's wedding. It is going to be an insane month.

I read an article that said Steve Rogers might die in the next movie. I don't think he will, but still that would be awful. I love Steve Rogers! I am not ready for him to die.

And CaptainHillShipper has a feeling Clint Barton will die in the next Avengers movie. I hope that doesn't happen either! I would be sad. And I don't feel like crying at the movies.

I also read that in the comic books that Maria had a one night stand with Tony and that Sharon Carter killed Steve Rogers and then stabbed herself which caused her to miscarry his baby.

And now it sounds like a fucking soap opera.

 But I have been up north these past few days and I just haven't had the time to do it. I go back to my grandma's house tomorrow so I will probably write a one shot and post it then. I have so many story ideas and I probably won't write them all, though I really really want too. Like a High School AU idea involving Captain Hill. They would be students in this story, but my main issue is I don't really know how Maria would be as a high school student. I have a feeling what she would be like but I am not sure if my assumption is correct. And I don't want people to be like "What the hell are you doing?"

I also still plan for writing for Clint and Pepper. I know it is weird, but a wise person once told me that our mind ships what it wants to ship. Or that was the point of it. My first story for them will probably be published tomorrow. Then I will work on "What if this storm ends?" and the wedding series. Along with the longer Clint and Pepper story. Plus, whatever story I can come up with for Erik and Jemma.

I am not entirely sure I want to write a sad Captain Hill story. I just want them to be my happy couple. Sure they will have their angst moments but I feel like Jemma and Erik should have all the sad moments. And yes I know I am horrible. I kind of hate myself for wanting to put my precious cupcake through a shit storm of sadness. 

I should be shot for wanting to make her sad.



I mean look at that face. Who would want to see a sad expression on that face?

Anyway, I am thinking about making another Captain Hill mix. I will think about it more. Maybe I will make another one for Jemma and Erik too.