catandmouse10

 Happy Memorial Day everyone!

I kind of forgot I had one of these if you want me to be honest. I figured I should make a post. 

I have seen "Avengers: Age of Ultron" twice now. And I walked out of the movie theater shipping Tony and Wanda. And yesterday I walked out shipping it even harder. I regret nothing. 

All the plants in my garden must have taking steroids at some point in time because they are all going crazy. I love my garden, but it is an epic hot mess. A lot like my life actually.

I have thought up a few story ideas over the past few days. I forgot my writing notebook at my grandma's house. So, I am going to put them down here.

• Jemma gets sucked into that Kree rock thing and gets transported back to the 1940's. She meets Steve (pre-serum), kisses him, and then disappears. She becomes a chorus girl during the war and manages to avoid Steve until she suddenly ends up back in the present. During this time Coulson and his team have gone to The Avengers to help get Jemma back. And now Steve and Jemma had to live with what happened. (Steve/Jemma)
• Darcy, Skye, and Jemma are going out clubbing.

I don't have anything else really. 

Did my dad ever come back in for the garage? I should go check and see if he did.

 Well, not much here! Except the past few months have been crazy. It's a long story. All you need to know is my grandma fell, she was in the hospital, and now she is at the same rehab center my grandpa was at last year. And over the fence is the memorial park where my Aunt is buried.

I feel like "It's a small world after all" should be playing or something.

Thanks to my stress, my muse and plot bunnies decided to take a vacation. They are probably as sick of my stress as I am. They seem to be back though and here are the stories I haven't posted here, if you all want to read them.

Chapter 8 of my Power Rangers Samurai fanfic Cherish has been published and you can read it here. 

My MCU ladies challenge fanfic can be found here.

And my sixth Clemma/Biohawk story can be found here and here.

I have more ideas that I am going to be writing out for Marvel, DC, and Power Rangers and maybe some other fandoms as well. However, it will mainly be those three.

 I have a cut under my fingernail and it hurts like Hell. Hopefully, it will feel better in a little while.

I posted the third chapter of The Flower District last night. If you want to read it, you can do so here.

Currently, I am planning out more of The Flower District and I am nearly done planning out my fic the MCU Ladies fic exchange.

I suddenly feel a little ill, but I am sure it will pass. 

I am also going to write more for my Soulmate series.

Sorry, this is so short, but my head hurts.

 Winter can be over now. It's just been bone chilling cold outside. But that is winter in Michigan for you. Also we were spoiled in December by the warm weather. I almost got struck by lightning on Christmas Eve, which is rare. Not the almost getting struck by lightning thing, that has actually happened to me twice before. It is usually snowing on Christmas Eve.

Speaking of rain....I wrote a new Clemma/Biohawk fanfic. You can read it here or here if you want to. This story seems to be getting less fanfare than my other Clemma/Biohawk stories have.

The next chapter in The Flower District will be coming in the next few days.

Not really much else to say, so I am gonna end it here. Sorry this was so short. I am gonna go watch Glee now.

 I am really over winter. And I have to deal with it for like three or four more months. I wished somewhere that was sunny all the time. So, since I will be stuck inside for a good portion of this week. I will be writing, a lot. Next, yp will be a Skye and Bucky story. I have never written for them, so wish me luck.

I added a new chapter to "The Flower District" yesterday. If you want to read it. I posted it here.

Also, you should sign up for this MCU ladies fic exchange! You can find that here.

So, I read an article about Jeremy Renner today and it is getting my hopes up that he will be on Agents of SHIELD. He is filming some stuff as Hawkeye, well he was the other day and he can't talk about it. What if he is on the show? What if he has a scene with Jemma? What if they talk? I will probably be dead at that point. Being a fangirl is hard.

Also, Happy 44th birthday Jeremy!

And Peggy Carter is a total badass and no one can tell me otherwise!

 And to celebrate, I wrote a new Clemma story. You can read it here or here.

I have been looking forward to 2015 since June! I am so happy it is finally here! Time for a clean slate and a fresh start. I can't wait to see what the year 2015 holds in store.

Anyway, I am already planning out my next stories. I am going to try and branch out from the usual three I write about. Those three would be Steve and Maria, Jemma and Clint, and Darcy and Phil. Okay, I guess I haven't written a lot of stories about Phil and Darcy. But I can assure you stories three and four are being planned out as we speak.

I am also going to start a new series and expand on some of the other ones I have already started.

Also if you need some fic ideas. These are pretty awesome ones. Click here and here to see them. The second one is technically a roleplaying meme, but who cares.

And Happy Birthday Carole Landis! She would have been 96 today.

 I gave captainhillshipper feels and not the good kind. I'm sorry.

But sadly this is the way the 3rd Captain America movie might play out. But on the other hand, I made a new Captain Hill mix, which will be published tomorrow as part of the first ever Captain Hill Secret Santa! It is a happy mix so I am sure it will be loved by all Captain Hill shippers.

We are gonna have a green Christmas and you have no idea how happy I am about it. I hate snow so much! I know some people like snow and winter, but I don't. And you think after living in Michigan my whole life I would be able to deal with it. Well, you would be wrong. 

I am looking forward to the holidays this year. I have this strong urge to be with my family. It's probably because my grandfather and my aunt died within five months of each other. I still can't believe my Aunt Heather is dead, it's been eight days, but it is still kind of weird saying that.

So, I know I haven't done much writing this month, again it's probably the grief. However, I also have so many plot bunnies running around I can't get a good thought planned out. That's why I like making fanmixes, music is easier for me than the written word it seems.

 My seven year old cousin just tried to get me in trouble for helping her. Seriously, if I hadn't helped her down. She would have hit her head. And a small scratch is nothing compared to hitting your head. My logic trumps seven year old logic everytime. So, I have decided to be that one individual that will teach her life lessons she doesn't want to learn. Like, you need to apologize for biting someone if you don't get your way or what will happen if you ask for help and you don't get it because you called someone stupid and said you don't need your help. I already don't let her win at games just because she is seven. I'm not going to let her win either just because she is grieving.

And even though I know it sounds horrible. Life isn't fair and you have to learn to deal with things you don't want to deal with.

I got a new heating blanket and I love it! It is so warm, which is perfect because it is starting to get really cold out. It was suppose to be 40 degrees out today, but with the wind factored in, it felt like it was 18 degrees.

I am starting to get in that festive Christmas spirit. So, here is one of my favorite Christmas songs for you all to enjoy. This was my favorite show when I was like six years old. It didn't scare me like it would most kids. I do love the Good Ol' Cryptkeeper.

 It's suppose to snow here today. I hate snow because that means it is cold and I don't like being cold! It is literally the worst feeling in the world! And winter lasts for like six months here. Well, it did last winter. That winter was pretty horrible. I hope I never have to deal with six polar vortexes ever again.

So, in other news......OTHER PEOPLE SHIP CLEMMA! I seriously thought I was alone on this ship, but I was wrong. I have just read a couple stories other people have written and I love them. I feel like the Clemma community is coming to life.

Speaking of Clemma. I just published a new story for them. You can read it here or here.

Don't worry I have a Captain Hill one coming up. Spoiler Alert: It will be part of this serious and it will be sad.

Now that I know people enjoy the sad feels when it comes to Captain Hill. I have to write the sad fanfiction for Captain Hill.

I have to give the people what the want!

 So yesterday I went out with my cousin and her boyfriend for "Day of the Dead." First, we visited her grandparents, our great-grandparents, and our great-uncle, Gordon. Now a short little story is coming out of seeing our great-grandparents' grave. My great-grandmother died in 2006. My Aunt Barbara forced my grandma's hand and made her agree to cremation. This is NOT what my great-grandmother wanted and I hope she rips her a new asshole when they meet again. Anyway, so she took possession of the ashes and wouldn't bury them. So, for years we thought she was just keeping these ashes, but it turns out she might have actually laid her to rest.

There is a death year on the grave stone for her. It's not the correct date, but it still means her ashes might have finally been buried with my great-grandfather right? I don't know, but I hope that is the case.

We drove up to Holly next to see my grandpa. This was my second time visiting him there and it still feels weird seeing his name on that grave stone. I don't think I will ever really get over that. I have my good and my bad days, but I wish he was still here. I miss that calming influence he had. We all really need that right now in our lives.

A row behind him and two or three spaces to the left is the grave of a guy named Richard. The first time we went to go visit my grandfather we happened to help Richard's sister and his friend find his grave. When I first noticed the stone I saw his year of birth was the same as my own. Then, I noticed a tiny Captain America shield in front of the grave. But the thing the got me was that we were the same age, even if he was two months younger. So, when we were there I left some flowers on his grave as well and I feel like this will be a tradition for me. I know it seems weird, I never knew Richard. But I feel like this is more for me than him, like I need to do this. Is it weird I am doing this?

 I just hope if his family finds out that they won't be mad at me for doing this.