catandmouse10

 Happy Memorial Day everyone!

I kind of forgot I had one of these if you want me to be honest. I figured I should make a post. 

I have seen "Avengers: Age of Ultron" twice now. And I walked out of the movie theater shipping Tony and Wanda. And yesterday I walked out shipping it even harder. I regret nothing. 

All the plants in my garden must have taking steroids at some point in time because they are all going crazy. I love my garden, but it is an epic hot mess. A lot like my life actually.

I have thought up a few story ideas over the past few days. I forgot my writing notebook at my grandma's house. So, I am going to put them down here.

• Jemma gets sucked into that Kree rock thing and gets transported back to the 1940's. She meets Steve (pre-serum), kisses him, and then disappears. She becomes a chorus girl during the war and manages to avoid Steve until she suddenly ends up back in the present. During this time Coulson and his team have gone to The Avengers to help get Jemma back. And now Steve and Jemma had to live with what happened. (Steve/Jemma)
• Darcy, Skye, and Jemma are going out clubbing.

I don't have anything else really. 

Did my dad ever come back in for the garage? I should go check and see if he did.

 I have written two new chapters for The Flower District. You can read them here and here.

Of course there will be more to come. I don't know how many chapters there will be, but I love writing it and it seems people like it.

So, I want to try writing my own fiction, not just fanfiction. I wouldn't stop writing fanfiction, but I would also like to focus on my own fiction.

I have been reading a lot lately and it is mainly retellings of Alice in Wonderland. I love that story! I love how everything is crazy. Nothing makes sense and everyone is insane. I love stories like that. I also love how it as a dark element, even if it is a kid's book. It's just pretty awesome.

I guess that's all I have to say for now. Talk to you guys later.

 I have a cut under my fingernail and it hurts like Hell. Hopefully, it will feel better in a little while.

I posted the third chapter of The Flower District last night. If you want to read it, you can do so here.

Currently, I am planning out more of The Flower District and I am nearly done planning out my fic the MCU Ladies fic exchange.

I suddenly feel a little ill, but I am sure it will pass. 

I am also going to write more for my Soulmate series.

Sorry, this is so short, but my head hurts.

 Winter can be over now. It's just been bone chilling cold outside. But that is winter in Michigan for you. Also we were spoiled in December by the warm weather. I almost got struck by lightning on Christmas Eve, which is rare. Not the almost getting struck by lightning thing, that has actually happened to me twice before. It is usually snowing on Christmas Eve.

Speaking of rain....I wrote a new Clemma/Biohawk fanfic. You can read it here or here if you want to. This story seems to be getting less fanfare than my other Clemma/Biohawk stories have.

The next chapter in The Flower District will be coming in the next few days.

Not really much else to say, so I am gonna end it here. Sorry this was so short. I am gonna go watch Glee now.

 I am really over winter. And I have to deal with it for like three or four more months. I wished somewhere that was sunny all the time. So, since I will be stuck inside for a good portion of this week. I will be writing, a lot. Next, yp will be a Skye and Bucky story. I have never written for them, so wish me luck.

I added a new chapter to "The Flower District" yesterday. If you want to read it. I posted it here.

Also, you should sign up for this MCU ladies fic exchange! You can find that here.

So, I read an article about Jeremy Renner today and it is getting my hopes up that he will be on Agents of SHIELD. He is filming some stuff as Hawkeye, well he was the other day and he can't talk about it. What if he is on the show? What if he has a scene with Jemma? What if they talk? I will probably be dead at that point. Being a fangirl is hard.

Also, Happy 44th birthday Jeremy!

And Peggy Carter is a total badass and no one can tell me otherwise!

 So, I was on Tumblr this morning, exploring the Sailor Venus tag and I found this video.


And now my heart hurts. I blame the song, it is such a sad song. I have used the song in one of my stories, which has the same title as the song. A story which caused someone else to write a smutty love story for the same ship because she thought my story was so brutal.

Anyway, speaking of stories I am working on my first ever Sif and Fiz story. I am really excited about it.

Sorry to cut this but I am watching Sailor Moon with my cousin. 

 And to celebrate, I wrote a new Clemma story. You can read it here or here.

I have been looking forward to 2015 since June! I am so happy it is finally here! Time for a clean slate and a fresh start. I can't wait to see what the year 2015 holds in store.

Anyway, I am already planning out my next stories. I am going to try and branch out from the usual three I write about. Those three would be Steve and Maria, Jemma and Clint, and Darcy and Phil. Okay, I guess I haven't written a lot of stories about Phil and Darcy. But I can assure you stories three and four are being planned out as we speak.

I am also going to start a new series and expand on some of the other ones I have already started.

Also if you need some fic ideas. These are pretty awesome ones. Click here and here to see them. The second one is technically a roleplaying meme, but who cares.

And Happy Birthday Carole Landis! She would have been 96 today.

 I gave captainhillshipper feels and not the good kind. I'm sorry.

But sadly this is the way the 3rd Captain America movie might play out. But on the other hand, I made a new Captain Hill mix, which will be published tomorrow as part of the first ever Captain Hill Secret Santa! It is a happy mix so I am sure it will be loved by all Captain Hill shippers.

We are gonna have a green Christmas and you have no idea how happy I am about it. I hate snow so much! I know some people like snow and winter, but I don't. And you think after living in Michigan my whole life I would be able to deal with it. Well, you would be wrong. 

I am looking forward to the holidays this year. I have this strong urge to be with my family. It's probably because my grandfather and my aunt died within five months of each other. I still can't believe my Aunt Heather is dead, it's been eight days, but it is still kind of weird saying that.

So, I know I haven't done much writing this month, again it's probably the grief. However, I also have so many plot bunnies running around I can't get a good thought planned out. That's why I like making fanmixes, music is easier for me than the written word it seems.

 I have been meaning to make a icon of Carole Landis to put on here, but I have been too lazy. I am just happy it it finally done. She is so beautiful. I love Carole. She was a beautiful woman, but she also had a beautiful heart and soul. She did a lot of good things in her short time on this Earth and it is sad that she left us so soon. Anyway, Carole is one of those actresses I will go to bat for. She is my baby. If you insult her I will run you over with a steam roller and than back up and run you over again. Now that I am done threatening people's lives, let's move on.

Lately, I have been feeling a little insecure about my own writing. So much so that I just wanted to take a break from my laptop for awhile. However, this happens from time to time. But, this evening I got a lovely comment on one of my stories and it made me feel great. It made me want to crack down and write more. Yes, I can be insecure at times, but what fanfic writer doesn't have insecurities about their own work? I am going to try harder and hopefully I will add more stories to my already large list.

And lately I have been entertaining the idea of combining my two loves into one story. And by two loves I mean old Hollywood and Marvel. I don't know how I would do this, but I really want to do this. Anyone have any cool ideas? If you do just leave a comment below. 

 Actually, it's more like get my ass in gear and write and write a fucking fanfic. I have been writing every idea down and nothing is clicking. It's really annoying and I kind of want to tear my hair out.

I definitely know I want to write a story based on this song. I only heard this song a couple days ago and it has taken over my life. It is a very beautiful song, but it is also a very sad song. So listen to it at your own risk. And if you do listen to it and are overwhelmed with the feels don't say I didn't warn you because I did!

So yesterday I helps my uncle clean out my grandpa's car. He is driving it now and has been for about a year now. I had to take out his CD's and put them in their proper place. The Nat King Cole and Dean Martin cases were easy to find. However, it took awhile for me to find the proper cases for the Christmas ones. My grandpa had so many Christmas albums, it is crazy.