As Always

 So, last weekend we found out that my Aunt has lung cancer. Today, we found out that it spread to her brain. I have looked stuff up online and she is probably going to die. It is a very heartbreaking thing. I know my three younger cousins and my Uncle are devastated. I just have to do what I always do and take care of everyone around me.

As for my feelings about the matter, my heart goes out to her. She is my Aunt and I love her, even though our relationship isn't a very good one. She doesn't like me, mainly because she hates my parents. However, I would never wish this on anyone. My cousins will be left without their mother and my Uncle without his wife. It's just all really heartbreaking.

I wish my grandpa was here. He had this amazing calming influence. Sadly, no one else in this family has inherited it.

Captain Hill week starts and Bella is busy with finals, so I am basically on my own. Which is fine because I had told her school comes first. Plus, keeping everything on the blog organized will help me. I am one of those people who likes to keep busy when stuff like this is happening. It seems I am social and useful during times of a great crisis.