catandmouse10 / Tell The World I'm Coming Home (Reply)

Yesterday, was the one year anniversary of Cory Monteith's death. It's crazy thinking that it's been a year, but it has been. People that I have known and people I don't know have had mixed reactions about his death. The one thing that pisses me off is that people just focus on the way he passed and not on the good things he did with his life. He problems with drugs and he was clean for ten years. He fell off the wagon and made a very tragic mistake. This doesn't make him a horrible person. It just makes him human. Humans make mistakes even if tragic or not. My cousin who had a drug problem in her teen years even went out of her way to insult him. The one person you think would sympathetic is instead demonizing him. It just shows that even if you are famous and you do good, it doesn't really matter in the end. People will just tear you down when you are gone.

Even Angels have their Demons and sadly Cory's got the best of him in the end.

Now you are probably wondering why I didn't talk about him yesterday. The simple answer is: I really didn't want to. I just wanted to make sure Bev and Jess were holding up okay. And they seemed okay.

I have to find a new doctor. I was planning on doing it anyway since I hate my doctor. But I have to do it as soon as possible because I am getting a pretty hefty life insurance policy. Ever since my grandpa passed away my father has been talking about getting a new one for me. Sadly, I have to have a blood test to have this new hefty policy and I really hate needles. My blood belongs in my body! I know I sound like a huge baby but I just really fucking hate needles.