The Sharon Tate tag on Tumblr is a scary place

[catandmouse10]

I love Sharon Tate. She was such a beautiful person on the inside and on the outside. Well, according to her family and friends. I never met her since she died like sixteen years before I was born, but that's not the point. So, I go into her tag on Tumblr and I see pictures from the scene of her murder. I have seen them before and I would prefer never having to see them again. Why on God's green Earth would anybody post those? I just fucking can't with some people. 

Who is my grandma talking to on the phone?

The answer to that question would be my Aunt Lisa.

Now you are probably wondering why I haven't done much writing lately. Well, I will tell you. My Aunt's wedding is in two weeks and I am just a lazy piece of shit. I have so many ideas, but I am so lazy and so tired. I will try and work on the wedding series and my story idea for Clint/Jemma. I had an idea for a story featuring Clint  and Pepper, but the idea got away from me. I also have had many requests for a follow up for my Glee and The Blacklist crossover story. I should probably work on that too. Also, that dark Captain Hill fanfic which will feature Bucky and Sam.

And in other news I have two new fanmixes up on 8tracks. If you want to listen to them just click here or here.

Comments

[captainhillshipper]

I'm kind of obsessed with Tate. Her baby would have been born almost the same day I was so I've spent a lifetime reading books and watching documentaries on the murder. But, yeah, I can't understand why you'd post the pics. It was horrific.

Have fun at your aunt's wedding. How've you been doing with your grandpa's death? How are you feeling?

[catandmouse10]

Yeah that's how I have been for years when it comes to her. I have been watching her movies and reading books about her life. People post those pictures because they worship Manson and believe Sharon and the others got what they deserved. Or they just like to focus on the murder, which shouldn't be the only part of her life they focus on.

I will try, it's in 13 days and it's going to be crazy over the next couple of weeks. As for my grandpa, well I will have my good and my bad days. I miss him a lot and I know life goes on, it just feels weird he isn't here. I feel okay right now but at times I feel angry or sad but that's normal. And thanks for asking.

[captainhillshipper]

Did you ever see the documentary where they tell how Manson had submitted a track with a record producer who rejected it? The house Tate was in when the murders occurred had been the house of the record producer at the time of Manson's rejection, and he knew it. It's like he killed these people coz he couldn't take rejection. Makes it even more twisted and him incredibly pathetic.

[catandmouse10]

Yeah I have seen that one. The record producer was Doris Day's son. His name was Terry Melcher. That man is pathetic. I read an interview he did recently and he blamed Sharon for her own death. Well, that's what I think he met. I rally didn't get what he was saying. I feel like he talks out of his ass sometimes. If I ever met him I would deck him in the face. It makes me sad that her name is forever linked to his. I wish it could be different, but it isn't.